Title: Caribbean Blue
Author: Caroline ( chibirei @ hotmail.com )
Pairing: vague 2+1 but if you blink you'll miss it... so none really
Warnings: a tad angsty
Spoilers: Duo's Episode 0
Disclaimers: for some reason I can't quite fathom, I don't own Gundam
Wing. I know, strange isn't it? I don't even own the lyrics to 'Caribbean Blue'.
Enya does. I make no money off these characters. I make money teaching bratty
children. And believe me, you wouldn't be getting much if you sued.
//blah// - song lyrics
//... so the world goes round and
round
with all you ever knew -
They say the sky high above
is Caribbean blue ...//
Violet eyes shut in contentment
as the small body flung itself down into the dried brown grass in one of the few
public `parks' on the colony. A low sigh escaped rosebud lips as the figure
rolled onto his back and stretched like a cat after it's had its cream. And
that's what the young child felt like. For once in his pitifully short life, his
hunger had been sated. He had a full belly and a pocket full of leftovers. What
could be better?
The thud of another small body hitting the ground
nearby caused him to crack one eye open wide enough to see his partner and best
friend lying sleepily in the grass next to him. The child grinned and reached
out to clasp hands with the slightly older boy. It was a familiar gesture, and
one which enabled him to sleep at night when bad dreams and memories invaded his
mind. He couldn't imagine life without his friend, and often wondered if he'd be
dead had Solo not taken him in.
Squeezing the hand slightly, the child
turned his gaze back to the distant gray ceiling of the colony. A stale breeze
rustled the grass around them, tickling his skin. He giggled and rolled over on
his stomach to look at his friend.
The older boy shifted his gaze to the
long-haired child. The cheeky grin was infectious, and Solo found himself
smiling back. "What are you so happy about, Kid?"
The grin grew broader.
"Can't believe how lucky we got today, Solo. All those Feddies abandoning that
supply warehouse to deal with the riots… I've never seen so much food in my
life!"
Solo chuckled at the young one's extended belly. "You'd never
eaten so much in your whole life, too, I'll bet. I'm amazed you didn't get
sick."
"I don't get sick," the violet-eyed child said matter-of- factly.
Solo narrowed his eyes. "No, you don't, do you? That must be one hell of
an immune system you've got there Kid."
The child's brows furrowed in
confusion. "What's a `Mune system?"
"An immune system," the older boy
corrected. "It's what keeps you from getting sick. Be glad yours is strong.
You'll need it if you want to survive on this godforsaken colony." He laughed at
the puzzled expression on the chestnut-haired child's face. "Don't worry about
it, Kid. Just be glad you've got one."
The child sighed, knowing he
wouldn't get any more out of his friend. Instead he rolled back over to look at
the great vaulted ceiling. They lay in silence for a long time before the child
spoke again.
"I wish it always could be like this, Solo."
The
older boy rolled to his side to look down at his young companion. "Don't ever
say that again, Kid," he hissed, suddenly angry.
The child looked
startled. "Why?" he asked, not understanding.
Solo's eyes softened. The
child didn't know… he couldn't understand.
"Kid, have you ever heard of
a place called Earth?"
"Earth? What is that? Some kind of club?"
Solo laughed. "No, it's where we came from. People I mean. It's a
planet. It's a lot different from L2. The grass there is green, and sometimes it
rains for days on end. And they even say the sky is blue."
Violet eyes
grew wide. "Have you ever been there?"
"No. But I've seen pictures. In
books. I couldn't read `em but the pictures were pretty." He gazed up at the
`sky'. "Can you imagine it, Kid? Green grass, fresh air, water whenever you want
it…"
"Is… is the sky really blue?" the child asked in wonder.
"So they say. I wonder what it'd be like. Someday… someday we'll make it
to Earth and see. Just you and me, Kid. Would ya like that?"
The child
only nodded as his eyelids began to droop, the full stomach and warm, stale air
making him drowsy. As he drifted off to sleep amidst the dead grass, he began to
dream of blue skies…
//... if every man says all he can,
if every man is true,
do I believe the sky above
is
Caribbean blue ...//
The child sank into the small cot, enjoying
the feeling of semi-clean sheets being drawn over his body. He stared sadly up
at the doe-eyed woman tucking him in. His violet eyes closed briefly as she
leaned down to kiss him gently on the forehead. As she leaned back up, she
noticed the sad expression on his face.
"Duo, what's wrong?"
The
small boy who now called himself Duo sniffed. "They didn't want me."
The
woman sat down on the bed next to him and brushed chestnut bangs out of his
eyes. "I'm sorry, Duo," she said sadly. "Next time…"
"No! There won't be
a next time! Nobody wants me!" The child turned away from her. "Nobody loves
me," he added softly.
"That's not true!" the woman cried out as she
gathered the small form in her arms. "*I* love you. Father Maxwell loves you.
And above all, God loves you."
The boy stiffened in her arms. "I don't
believe in God."
"Duo…"
"Well I don't! If he loves me, why does
he take everything away from me? My family… Solo…" He wiped at his eyes
furiously to keep the tears from coming. "Why won't he give me a new family?"
The woman stroked the chestnut braid that ran down the child's back.
"God works in mysterious ways, Duo. Perhaps you weren't meant to be with that
family. Perhaps there's a family out there waiting for you and we just haven't
found them yet."
"Maybe I've already found my new family," the little
boy said quietly, clutching the young nun tightly. "Why can't I stay with you
and Father Maxwell?"
The woman's eyes filled with tears. "You'll always
have a home with us, Duo. We love you." She kissed him again and gently lay him
back down. "Now it's time for you to go to sleep."
She tried to stand
but one small hand clutching tightly at her habit kept her from moving. "Sister…
tell me a story… please?"
Sister Helen smiled and relented. She could
never deny the little imp anything. "What do you want to hear, Duo?"
"Tell me about Earth," the child said softly. "I once heard the sky was
blue there. Is that true?"
The woman reached over to a nearby shelf and
took down a thin, threadbare book that had obviously seen better days. Flipping
through the worn pages, she came to the one she was looking for.
"My
mother gave this book to me when I was a little girl." She handed him the book.
On the page was a watercolour picture of a flower-laden field beneath a bright,
deep blue sky. The little boy's eyes grew wide as he stared at the picture.
"Does it… does it really look like this?"
"Yes. I saw it once when I was
little. My parents took me to Earth before they died. It was the most beautiful
thing I've ever seen."
"Do you think I'll ever get to see it?" Duo asked
timidly.
"If you put your mind to something, Duo, there's nothing you
can't do." She smiled as she watched the small child become captivated with the
picture. Gently she pried the book from his hands. "I'll read the story to you
tomorrow Duo. But it's past your bedtime and you need to sleep."
"Okay,"
the child said, trying not to let the disappointment show. He felt like he
wanted to stare at that image forever.
"Try not to be sad, little one,"
the nun said as she readjusted the sheets around the child's small body.
"Someday you'll find someone who loves you and who will take you to see the blue
skies of Earth."
The boy's violet eyes began to close sleepily.
"Promise?"
"I promise, Duo. Sweet dreams," she whispered as she turned
out the light.
Duo sighed and rolled over as she left the room. As sleep
claimed him, he dreamed of blue skies and someone to hold him… someone with eyes
the same colour as the sky in the picture.
//... if all you told
was turned to gold,
if all you dreamed were new,
imagine sky
high above
in Caribbean blue ...//
Duo Maxwell carefully
set the last of the explosives in place on the big, metal giant before hopping
to the ground and running out of the hanger. He felt guilty, betraying G and the
others who had taken him in after they caught him stowing away on their ship.
But he couldn't let Operation Meteor take place. He couldn't let Earth suffer…
the Alliance maybe, but not the innocent people of Earth. So he would destroy
this thing they called a Gundam before they could have a chance to use it.
He braced himself in a small recess outside the hanger and hefted the
detonation device in his hand. "Good-bye, buddy," he whispered as he pushed the
button.
Nothing happened.
Growling in frustration he pushed the
button again. Still nothing.
"Now, now, boy. Don't be hasty," came a
scratchy voice out of the darkness. Duo shot to his feet as G walked out of the
shadows from a nearby corridor. The scientist looked at Duo for a moment before
holding out his hand and dropping the firing mechanisms from the explosives Duo
had planted on the Gundam to the floor. "I understand your motives, boy, but I
can't let you destroy my hard work."
"But G! Don't you know what they're
going to use that thing for?" Duo cried out in protest.
"Yes. But you
can stop it."
"How," the braided boy asked incredulously.
"Steal
it. Take my Deathscythe to Earth yourself. Stop OZ before they can put Operation
Meteor into action. Win back freedom for the colonies."
Duo blinked.
Steal the Gundam? Go to Earth himself? Could he really make a difference?
`If you put your mind to something, Duo, there's nothing you can't do.'
The words of a long dead woman echoed in his mind. He could do this. He could
fight for those who couldn't, and for all those who had already been lost. He
could finally have a purpose in his life. And… and he could finally see blue
skies. Duo grinned and stuck out his hand. "I'll do it G. I'll win this war for
you."
The doctor smiled proudly at the young man as he shook his hand.
He knew he had made the right decision. This young man had the courage and the
strength to use the Gundam the way it was meant to be used. He hoped the others
had had as much luck as he in finding pilots for their Gundams.
"Very
good, boy. Now go get some sleep. You'll leave in the morning. I already have a
mission for you."
"Yes, sir!" the teenager exclaimed as he turned to
make his way to the crew quarters. He bounced all the way down the hall, knowing
sleep would not be easily found that night. All he could think of were blue
skies…
The next morning, he climbed into the cockpit of the Gundam and
blasted his way out of the hanger. Once free from the ship, he plotted the
course G had given him and sat back to wait. Reaching into his pocket, he
retrieved a tattered, partially burned piece of paper and carefully unfolded it.
Reverently he ran his fingers over the image of the field of flowers and the
deep blue sky.
`I made it, Solo… Sister Helen,' he thought as he
turnedhis gaze to the bright blue planet below him. `I'm going to Earth. I'll
finally get to see the blue skies you both dreamed about.'
Duo carefully
refolded the paper and placed it in his breast pocket close to his heart. He
watched the blue orb grow bigger and bigger on his screen and smiled to himself.
He had made it.
His destiny awaited him on that planet. A destiny of
blue skies… and a pair of eyes to match them.
Eh... not
my best work but it'll do. ^_^